Monday, February 21, 2011


once we shared some happy moments,
till you had to go.
you are like a dream i once had,
crumbling away slowly from the crevices of my mind.
please dont leave me,please dont go.

i wish i could draw your face,
alas,i dont remember it anymore.
you are like a dream i once had,
fading away into oblivion.

perhaps i should go back to sleep,
maybe i will meet you once more.
u r a pleasant spectre in my mind,
i'll hold on to you forevermore.

you are a dream i once had,
i now finally understand.
my mind has stopped comprehending you anymore,
yet my feelings betray it.
are you a dream or a reality??
i will never know.....

Thursday, February 17, 2011

Growing distances

I was thinking about some of my old friends just sometime ago.

There are a number of people who have become very distant now but were very close at one time.And though I sometimes miss them,I guess it is okay.

I mean,almost everything ends someday.what you can do to make something permanent is to never forget what you once had.

I know it is hard to still think of those once close people that highly even now,but why taint the potrait of our memories with something as loathesome as indifference.

Life is a journey,you meet people everyday.You get close to some people and not with others.Some of those people remain with you for long and others for a short period of time.And yet that short period of time can sometimes outweigh the long lived friendships.

I dont think it is anyone's fault that people grow apart in time.Time can only heal if not increase that distance.And still you wont get that close to them as you once were.Perhaps,some things are irrepairable.Or perhaps not.I dont know the answer to that question.Maybe I never will,so I'll have to hope for a future where everything will be all right,where I'll get to see the metaphorical paradisia,laughter ringing through the trees,all the people you ever knew back to the way you once knew them.

That is,maybe a very far fetched dream,but only by dreaming can we hope for something with some certainty,isnt that right?

"MAYBE",doesnt everything we ever hope for depend on this hope giving word?
Though uncertainty in its core,it still gives us some reassurance,and that can sometimes be everything you'll ever need.